Apparently whining about it and increasing glutamine was the ticket. Was programming a new fitness tracker and noticed I’m down 8 lbs this month.
All the talk about calories reminds me of the nutritionist I had to see before Kaiser Permanente would let me see the endocrinologist when I was in my early 20’s. She didn’t teach me anything about nutrition, just told me to eat 1000 calories daily, gave me a basic diet plan, told me to fill out the food diaries and see her every week. So I dutifully did as instructed and lost nothing. I think I was living on slim fast and plain salads. Every week she lectured me about lower calorie substitutions to use in my diet (most of which I wasn’t using and had told her so, but she made it eminently clear that she didn’t believe me. After I had been seeing her for about 8 months, she turned to me and said coolly, “Have you considered not eating ice cream?” I stared at her and could feel the fury building up. I stood up and leaned over her and said, “Bitch, I haven’t had any ice cream since BEFORE I was told I had to see you.. no ice cream. No frozen yogurt. No other sweets. I have documented everything that has gone in my mouth (I was steadily getting louder.. I was furious). I have stuck to your miserable diet. I drink water and unsweetened tea. I’m sick of you. I told my doc I wanted to see an endocrinologist and they said I had to see you first. I’ve seen you. I’m done with your useless “help”, and I.Want.To.See.An.
ENDOCRINOLOGIST! You can take your food diaries and your holier than thou attitude and go straight to hell.” And I walked out. My PCP was standing there.. as were a half dozen other staff. I looked at her and said, “I saw her. She is a horrible person and a lousy nutritionist. She doesn’t believe me and makes no effort to tailor her “advice” to the diet I am eating and have been eating. Can I see an endocrinologist now, PLEASE?” Got an appointment the very next week. Was diagnosed with not only hypothyroidism but male hair growth syndrome. I relaxed the caloric restriction but still stayed under 1300/day. And once on the correct dose of thyroid replacement, I started losing weight. After one appointment the endo was escorting me out to the lobby and noticed the nutritionist in the cubby she saw patients in, and loudly said, “WOW, TREAT THE ISSUE SHE NEEDED AND AMAZINGLY SHE IS LOSING WEIGHT EVEN THO SHE IS EATING MORE- IMAGINE THAT!” I got a feeling he didn’t think much of her either.
Once the hormones were straight I felt better and joined a gym. First time I went the “personal trainer” assigned to me worked me so hard I could barely walk out. I don’t think he expected me to come back. I was so obviously in pain that a coworker gave me one of his prescription pain pills and I took it. I did go back. I went 7 days a week. First hour and 45 minutes was on the stairmaster; you could program in your weight and it told you how many calories you burned during use. I stayed on that long because it meant I started out burning 1500 calories on that machine, then I did the circuit machines. Did it for 6 months. Caught the flu. Was so broken winded I couldn’t do my usual workouts. Had to slow down for about 6 weeks. Then I moved back to Texas. The gyms there weren’t as nice as the one I’d been at. Their stair stepper made my knees hurt. I couldn’t do but 45 minutes. I didn’t have a steady schedule like in Maryland either. I kept at it for a few years but the weight started coming back. I don’t know if it was because I was much younger then, but I haven’t found a stairmaster since that gym in MD that I could tolerate for very long. Then I went back to school and between work and classes I had no time to work out. I did take some weight lifting classes, and I played JV soccer. But I didn’t join another gym. Working out 7 days a week isn’t sustainable anyway. Now that I’m old and have a steady schedule again I may look for another gym, but I’m not sure I will.
At least the stall is broken. For now.