This does boil down to a me issue. I am crazy passive, and still, at my age, associate certain professions and personalities with authority. Like, there isn’t another doctor out there or something wild.
Part of it, if I’m being honest, is this the fact I take certain medications. Medications that were a pain in the ass to get prescribed, and a lot of docs are trending towards not writing them so much anymore, or making me jump through the many many hoops all over again.
But, you are right. I really need to just man up, and get a new doctor. God knows I pay enough in medical costs.