cloratheshadow
GLP-1 Enthusiast
From the day I took my first shot I knew this time would be different. I’ve lost significant weight and regained significant weight back. I’ve yo-yo dieted for 15 years, since I was a young girl. I white knuckled diets until I was so hungry and deprived that I binged anything I could find. I’d wake up every morning thinking “this is my day one. We will follow the plan today” just to succumb to my cravings. Following would be crippling self loathing, something that I would use as an excuse to overindulge again. It would always be “if I can lose this weight…if I can get my eating under control…”
Now, every day I wake up feeling satisfied. Never needing more than I’m supposed to have. Choosing healthy foods because I know I will feel better if I do. Step on the scale and down it goes every time. Each time I weigh in is a renewal of my confidence in myself and this medication. I think about the clothes I’ll wear and the things I’ll do that I haven’t been able to do. I think about what my style will be. I think about how people will treat me better. How the first insult they think of or descriptor they use will no longer be “fat girl”
I know now this will happen for me. It’s inevitable. And easier than ever. I feel a renewal of hope that my life will be fulfilling and I can be whoever I want to be, my shackles released.
Especially grateful to the grey market affording me an endless supply of very expensive medication. I get to experience something that some people only dream of.
85 lbs lost today. 60 of it without GLP, 25 lbs of it lost in 2.5 months on peps.

SW: 330 CW: 245 GW: 160
Now, every day I wake up feeling satisfied. Never needing more than I’m supposed to have. Choosing healthy foods because I know I will feel better if I do. Step on the scale and down it goes every time. Each time I weigh in is a renewal of my confidence in myself and this medication. I think about the clothes I’ll wear and the things I’ll do that I haven’t been able to do. I think about what my style will be. I think about how people will treat me better. How the first insult they think of or descriptor they use will no longer be “fat girl”
I know now this will happen for me. It’s inevitable. And easier than ever. I feel a renewal of hope that my life will be fulfilling and I can be whoever I want to be, my shackles released.
Especially grateful to the grey market affording me an endless supply of very expensive medication. I get to experience something that some people only dream of.
85 lbs lost today. 60 of it without GLP, 25 lbs of it lost in 2.5 months on peps.
SW: 330 CW: 245 GW: 160

